Confident coward

PREDICTIONS

English - A2
E Maths - B3
A Maths - B3
Chem - B4

its. complicated. my head is complicated.

on a side note. I CAN'T WAIT TO START BAKING AGAIN 3 MORE DAYS JUST 3 MORE

the first thing imma do is a banana dessert :D

banana pie maybe, i really wanna try

then cheesy rice balls for Natalie
chocolate raspberry bars for Mr Peter (Maths tutor)
sugar-free stuff for Mr Hoo (Chem tutor)

this is so exciting. going to list down stuff that's making me happy by just thinking about it

1. BAKING
2. SNOW BOARDING
3. HOT SPRING IN SNOW
4. CLEARING 4 YEARS OF NOTES
5. ROLLER BLADING
6. CYCLING TO EAST COAST
7. DYING MY HAIR RED
8. MEETING JO AGAIN

then I'm going to start a new tumblr. my old one was/is
http://scarlett-feather.tumblr.com
not a very nice tumblr

SO EXCITED. DID I MENTION BAKING

Haitus' haitus

i know that's a tad egoistic but it works for me when i dress in shorts and heels ^^ DON'T BE JUDGY

my brother disapproves though~

SO. as the title says. this is my break from my break from blogging
6 MORE DAYS

I'm skipping Bio, SS and Hist cause honestly, I think it's a waste of time.
and I'd rather spend time on the subjects I have a CHANCE of scoring in
(Predicted marks below as well)

1. English - A2
2. Maths  - B3
3. AMaths
4. Chem
5. Lit
6. F&N

For Chinese it's an A1. 7 POINTS TO GO

almost everyone's all:
why are you aiming so high when all you need are 3 passes?

It's just to prove myself to.. myself? or maybe the world
as in

 I'm going to baking school and not JC because I cannot study. I am CHOOSING this path on my own free will.

it's complicated but I explained it to my sister haha.
another thing

FREAKING IN LOVE WITH CHUNJI WHAT THE HELL.
and I'm not a delusional fan ok.
He's
- egoistic
- a tad selfish

BUT IT'S CHARMING. voice of an angel.
He is damn handsome, and he knows it, that's why he has an inflated ego
but it IS charming.

but in reality if I meet a guy like that - no way, ever.
besides, I'm not getting married or having any children

BELIEVE ME PEOPLE. I have my reasons will explain next time.
 6moredays6moredays6moredays

1 of the things I'm looking forward to is going to USS with Jovi and maybe KX? IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME.

and going snowboarding in Korea next Jan :DD EXCITING MUCH
totally wanna try hot spring in snow <3 p="p">

Standing

anyone reading anymore?
don't think so~
WHATEVER. I'm just going to type.

SO.
today was hell of a slack day.

woke at 9
saw Stephanie (psych) from 10-11
watched tv / tumblred / ate lunch / bathed from 11.30 - 2
DID MATH TILL 5
watched tv from 5- 6
blogging now

so productive sometimes.

anyway, I've decided to go to SunRice after Os.
but I still want to get 8 points so people won't judge me you know?

"You only entered this industry because you can't study!"

No way in hell. I want to join this industry because I really can't picture myself doing anything else.

nothing else at all. honestly, NOTHING in JC, Poly or even Uni interests me.

plus I've liked baking since I was 11. honest.
Just that when I had ED, I started using baking as a tool. that was damn idiotic
but I'm past that now, I won't do such an idiotic thing ever again.
you have to bake with love, not malice.

so truthfully, even if you didn't pay me to bake for the rest of my life (just let me live in a bakery :D)
I would seriously be fine with it (:

Some people asked me
"Wouldn't it trigger your problems?"

Actually I have this rule: NEVER binge on gourmet food
CAUSE IT'S FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL

I mean, people put so much effort, time and money into it, and then you binge and flush it away??
what logic is that??? freaking senseless

and tell me, how can I avoid food once I'm surrounded by it?

guys, trust me. ED is not a life I want to relive.

so basically, I just need 3 passes. but I want 8 points still (: nothing beats a good record
will talk more about SunRice next time.

ANYWAY. here's my bucket list of stuff to do after Os!

1. Dye my hair red
2. CONTINUE WATCHING RUNNING MAN <3 b="b">
3. Sleepover @Qing's :D
4. Sleepover @ Rachel's w/ Tammy :DD. (HIMYM MARATHON OMG.)
5. USS!
6. Prom~ (talk about this next post.)
7. BAKER AND COOK'S (Job at a bakery :DD)
8. New Zealand
9. STALK TOP BROTHERS IN KOREA. OMFG.
10. KINOKUNIYA <3 i="i">(Too many books to buy)
11. Join post crossing (goggle it.)
12. Decorate room (details another time. too much to say)
13. Willing Hearts <3 p="p">14. START A BONFIRE WITH ALL MY NOTES.
(or I could sell it to the Karang Guni [Rang-and-Bone man]. But really, where's the fun in that?)
15. Play in the rain
16. Make Jia Ying her pie crust (long story)
17. http://www.viralviralvideos.com
18. 49 Days (Korean drama my daddy introduce)
19. Replay 1997 (Korean drama Mumsy introduce. I know, my parents are addicted)
20. FIND MORE PUNNY JOKES ^^
21. Brazilian/ Bikini Waxing with Rachel (o__O)  (hey comeon. YOLO.)
22. Scam city! (Nat Geo show I think)
23. Superhuman Showdown (Nat Geo also)
24. My pet cat from hell (Animal Planet show)
25. Pass on my rearranged Lit file to junior(s) (Cause I'm kind :D)
26. Bake sugar free food for Mr Hoo! (AWESOME Chem tutor ^^)
27. Bake SUPER NICE FOOD for Mr Nah (Cause he's picky?)

that's all so far. most excited about burning my notes though. omg can't waittttt
I CAN FINALLY THRASH 4 YEARS OF JUNK.

btw, I stan Teen Top and 100% (Top brothers)!
THEY ARE SO DAMN GOOD. THANK YOU  ANDY.

Be Ma Girl - TeenTop

Bad Boy - 100% 

OH and Orange Caramel! Listen to

Shanghai Romance

Bangkok City. 

ADDICTIVE.