Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Happiness

they come in the simplest forms
especially listening to old songs

http://youtu.be/bX_08JPuZ6w

OLD OR WHAT RIGHT
^^

takes my mind of training -.-

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Coffee Kiss

Freaking love Secret Garden
















Hyun Bin




Lee Jong Suk

Looks a tad like Kyuhyun from SJ

HANDSOME!!


AMAZING SHOW ASDFGHJKL

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

CONFESSION

I don;t wanna be in school team i'm freaking freaking stressed

Monday, November 21, 2011

Caramel paradise

Germaine, Louisa, my sis and I made caramel today :D

actually we made Crème brûlée
WHICH WAS A SUCCESS

but we could not brûlée it cause no blowtorch D:

even the fire starter I borrowed from Natty didn't work

so we made caramel!!!!111

yeah and once again, I regret eating it XD

actually I like training cause it makes me feel healthy. and after that when I eat, the guilty feelings are...

on a scale of 1-10, 10 being the most guilty after eating

typically, I'm a 6.5 - 7.
after training it's a 4

and after eating chips, chocolate, biscuits ETC. it's 8.5-9 liddat

haish.

but better than last time no?
I constantly felt like ∞

poof

in any case, I was irrationally sad today cause it's not possible to return to sports class.

I mean, I expected that but still.
Half of the class (Purity) hates me

then again, too much noise seriously pisses me off
so don't like them much either haha

but when they are quiet i suddenly love them

yeah.

Today's training was not bad.
2k timing and my first round was 2.13

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didn't slack today so over all was 9.18

yay. last time was 9.47. to 9.18.

that's 39 secs!!

wow i'm beginning to sound like an obsessed tracker. moving on

nah nothing much to say bye

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Confliction




















i hate these feelings.

not worth a damn. but why do I care so much

ideals of beauty are so fucking screwed up

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Lingering warmth

It's terrible to feel so fat all the time.

acceptance has never been so wanted