Hello whoever is reading this
haven't been on here for a long time because i've moved to tumblr
crazy---inlove.tumblr.com
it has a lot of spam reblogs. so if you (although i'm pretty sure i'm just talking to myself here) wanna read the text posts by me, go to
crazy---inlove.tumblr.com/tagged/personal
anyway ive been looking back on my old blog entries
i was crazy
and as much as i believed then that i was recovered
i wasnt
come to think of it, i was very close to relapsing when i worked in breadtalk
but now it is different (i hope)
i dont try to eat my fear foods. i just do
i dont try to forget my meals. i dont even recall what i ate the day before
i dont try to be happy. because i am
it's very different
being sick and the delusion of recovery and then actual recovery
wouldnt have happened if i didn't go AC
ok. it may not have happened as quickly
because the people i met there helped me so much
and helped me to mature in so many ways and aspects that
i honestly love myself for who i am now
never thought i would reach this stage
so thank you God, very very very much
i wont stop improving. and also i became more sociable
THANK YOU AC
other than that, studies suck but i love every single one of my friends.
and mostly An Ting who is always there <3 br="">
