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PAST HUNGER GAMES




Marvel - District 1


Glimmer - District 1


CATO! - District 2


Clove - District 2


Foxface - District 5


Thresh - District 11


Rue - District 11


Seneca Crane - Capitol




Annie Cresta & Finnick Odair

Silence

Tingles

All 3 of us got into the finals!
B Div :D

Cand C div Peak Kee got in. NUMBER 8 YO.
and she's sec2. amazing right?

from sprints de :DD

then on the mrt we were talking about it. the KY said

Can't sprint, can't throw, can't jump?
JOIN MID-D

HAHAH.

It's true know.
Peak Kee and Mabel were from sprints
Kathleen was from throws
Hao Ya was from jumps

Not to say they have no talent. They are seriously motivated and talented really. just that the team is so big, not everybody has equal opportunities

Anyway, Mid D is more of training the mind set than body.

i mean. 3k is 7 and a half rounds!!!

and cross is 3.7k.

Can't believe I used to stress over 2.4 hahaha ok anyway
just saying that
If you don't have the right mind set, then POOF.


BUT IM PROUD OF ALL OF YOU GUYS. CONTINUE TRAINING HARD <3

Don't be disappointed in results ok? it's just numbers AND YOU WILL FOREVER HAVE MORE CHANCES. today, tomorrow and the day after that won't be your last day on earth so keep trying!

and all the way for tmr's events

YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IT.

FAITH OVER FEAR.


^ are meant for running (:

AHEM BELSQINGNAT

Obsessions. and you ask me why

http://thepeacekeeper.tumblr.com/post/19890748900/letn0thingstandinourway-omfg

when i was a child
a story was told
about the devil
and a girl so bold

Had in envies

back from breaks. time to continue

Get out of my head.

I hate thoughts.

All the way for nationals dudes <3
I really want to skip F&N for training omggggg. stupid schedule.

Current song obsessions.

turn on the broken light

AC funfair was fun-ish
Like, we went to the haunted house! It was quite funny actually cause MrFlufflyWhiskers kept screaming

Barry was there too and he came with me to the haunted house cause no one wanted until later on :D

And I saw ten million people i thought i'd never see again.
But singapore is so puny oh well

Ate a hell lot of food so skippng dinner. Crazy cheese calories.

Did face painting and had a really nice steak omgzz

Stoning at lizzy's house now. Should prolly go soon

Brighter than the sun

21st is over :DD

Cross country was scary. I definitely went all out. seriously but it was 16.01 for 3.7k? 25th place

not even pb but whatever. IT'S OVER.

OH AND I MET JOEY THERE OMG. LIKE SHOCK OF MY LIFE.




best friend from hospital btw. so long ago. BUT YEAH!! she is wayy better now though (:
miss them like hell. anyway

watched hunger games! it was not bad actually. they cut out a hell lot of things LIKE THE CAVE SCENE.

she only kissed him TWICE. once on the cheek and mouth. that's it. the end. WTS.

and all the violent parts like the bloodbath at the Cornucopia was not clear-ish and when Cato was supposed to be mauled to death.

well that didn't happen.

but the Cornucopia was amazing


had training today and my muscles are freaking crying. IM SO HAPPY TO BE DOING 8OOM sorry MrFluffyWhiskers >< HAHA

Funorama tomorrow~
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Chances are

I'm 50kg now. gross or disgusting. but no. i'm not going to kill myself.

carbo over load

but there is competition to look forward to(:

hate it but love it. competition I mean. because on the race track, you only think about running. that's all.

no school problems, body image issues, other stuff. you just think of running and finishing. and the adrenaline rush is amazing. especially at the finishing line.

just realised that. when I'm running, no matter how slow, fast, long or short, never EVER am I thinking. God I'm freaking 50kg so fat diet plan nowwwww. not even in sec2 that time. its running. fun.

I know i said I wanna quit track after secondary school. but. how do you live without running?

conflict. cause the stress can kill the whole world.

ok end.

Target

Eh. sometimes I wonder who reads this blog. other than you guys. huh. anyway. here is the coolest compo I've ever written :D inspiration came from a dream and I had a friend who called it a fantasy sexcapade HAHAHA. it's not kay -.-

oh and WE SURVIVED THE HARDCORE TRAINING :DD Joy to the world.

actually it wasn't that bad. cause we didn't go MacRitchie.
8k is my idea of hardcore training. Diagonals is fine.
and Fartlek & stairs over MacRitchie ANY FREAKING DAY OF FOREVER.

(:

story time. btw. my narrative gets really really dry. can't express emotions for nuts.




I woke up with my head on his muscled chest and blinked my eyes in the morning’s darkness. Turning to my right, I studied his slumbering face. Brandon had beautiful features for a man.

With a regal nose, long lashes and deep-set eyes, he looked almost feline. I only wished I could find the words to let him know the love I had for him. As I gazed at his unshaven face, I was reminded that it had not been his looks which attracted me that night.

The night when he became my target.

It was another dreary afternoon at Cougar’s Bar on May 15th and I had been watching the regulars throw darts for the past hour. Just as I was nodding off, Brandon walked in and I fell head over heels.

I knew right away that he was the one who could love and provide me with a future outside this dingy bar. Captivated by him, I attempted to get his attention but he simply proceeded to the corner booth. Soon he became a regular, often just sitting there with a brooding look. I could not take my eyes off him, but he always seemed to look through me and my hope started chipping away.

Then one day a gorgeous blond, clutching a mottled imitation fur coat, approached him and started flirting outright. His emerald eyes sparked and for the first time, a radiant smile lit up his face. By the loose talk in the bar, I was led to believe that Chelsea was his muse but now she was back and I loathed her for destroying my chances, simply because I had long planned out how to achieve my target, unwilling to fail and stay unwanted like all the previous times.

But how I envied Chelsea. She had everything I wanted, except a decent fur coat. Mine was authentic and irreplaceable, the only inheritance I got from my Mother when she left before I turned one. That was the only consolation I got from knowing I had at least one thing better than her.

Suddenly after twelve days, a shouting match occured and she left as abruptly as she had appeared. Gleefully, I almost leapt over the counter and hurried over, occupying her vacant stool. He did not comment and made no offer of a drink as his tired eyes never left the door.

I furtively glanced around, to see if anyone was about to usurp my newly found position. The regulars seemed not to care and the boss was taking orders, too busy to realize my disappearance.

Overjoyed, I sat there as he confided in me. Occasionally he would shake his head in disbelief. After a while, I plucked up the courage to lean against him and this elicited a smile in returned.

He then casually reached over and stroked my cheek gently before standing up to leave. Determined not to let this opportunity pass; I quickly stood up and followed him out the door. To my surprise, no one commented and Brandon made no objection.

He then led me back to his house, and we slept together for the first time. I was beyond elated.

Finally I had the man I clamoured for.

Finally I had achieved my target.

Finally, I could stop living in a bar.

From that day on, I stayed with him and he no longer mentioned Chelsea or any other girl. He also didn’t seem to mind what I was up to during the day just as long as I greeted him when he came home.

“Morning sleepyhead,” His voice laced with sleep jolted me out of my thoughts. While he kneaded my back as I snuggled against him - this was our morning routine. Smiling contently, I stretched, noticing the state of my nails.

Time to request for a trimming.

After jumping out of bed, I sped towards the kitchen as he ambled behind. He poured out some milk and pushed it towards me while I rubbed against him. His affectionate smile appeared and my tail swished side to side.

It is only a myth that we only swish our tails when we are angry.

Lightweight

Does gaining weight slow down your running?

I'm really scared.

gained .5kg and my thighs are freaking touching.

guilt of carbo loading. almost binging.

ok. after nats. afternatsafternatsafternatsafternats

Relays

Sun was good (:

it took relays to remind me that track is more of teamwork if nothing else.

and it is so freaking exhilarating to just run and overtake people.

I mean, ultimately, it is just running. can't get better than that (:

and today's training was... quite okay. just like accelrations across the field and back 4 times. x4

twice with dumbbells. HEAVY.

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Motivation

I'm this [ ] close to giving up

Miss Lim should not put me in the school team.
I don't appreciate what I have.

Lizzy told me that people would die/kill to be where I am.

and the stupidest and most horrible thing on my mind is:

I DONT want to compete

YES I KNOW IM BEING AN INSENSITIVE BASTARD.

who gets put on the SCHOOL TEAM. and dies?

It is just so stupid, and unreasonable and crazy and idiotic and

i should really go die because its a FREAKING HONOR. and here i am being an asshole.



I love running, but competition just completely breaks down my mentality.
and the stress is so palpable.

honestly, I don't even know where it comes from.

maybe cause. running is my only 'talent'. can you call it a talent?
nah.
as in yes but not for my case. it required motivation.


it's the first thing I've ever done to feel good.

all the, hey you can run! then the expectations come and BAM

major stress.

speculating here. i have no concrete reasoning.

It used to be like that for swimming. just simple training for the bronze, sliver, gold swimming thing. but i had to go all out and die from the stress. siao.


anyway the only thing I like about comp is that I can eat ALL THE CARBS/PROTEINS/CALORIES I WANT carbo load ftw.

without feeling guilty. all the food that I have been avoiding.

rice, fish, meat, egg, biscuits, chicken, tofu. EVERYTHING.
except the junk food. but as if i wanna. except ice cream. i love ice cream.

I'm a terrible person, I know.

thinking is totally screwed up.

kill me with a rock now.

but.

FAITH OVER FEAR.

i will defeat the stupid screaming monster.

and just run.
and love it

Your choice.

1st March

sols. i forgot about this on 1st march





Myth: People who cut and self-injure are trying to get attention.
Fact: The painful truth is that people who self-harm generally do so in secret. They aren’t trying to manipulate others or draw attention to themselves. In fact, shame and fear can make it very difficult to come forward and ask for help.

Myth: People who self-injure are crazy and/or dangerous.
Fact: It is true that many people who self-harm suffer from anxiety, depression, or a previous trauma—just like millions of others in the general population. Self-injury is how they cope. Slapping them with a “crazy” or “dangerous” label isn’t accurate or helpful.

Myth: People who self-injure want to die.
Fact: Self-injurers usually do not want to die. When they self-harm, they are not trying to kill themselves—they are trying to cope with their pain. In fact, self-injury may be a way of helping themselves go on living. However, in the long-term, people who self-injure have a much higher risk of suicide, which is why it’s so important to seek help.

Myth: If the wounds aren’t bad, it’s not that serious.
Fact: The severity of a person’s wounds has very little to do with how much he or she may be suffering. Don’t assume that because the wounds or injuries are minor, there’s nothing to worry about.

For now.

i can kill my juniors.

who in their right minds would want to starve??

oh that's right, me. and my juniors apparently.
why cant they see the hell they are going to go through?

a bit they say,

yeah as though it is controllable.

i am going to fucking kill them if they end up in the hospital

Questions not usually asked

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed. gosh. who opens it???

2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
MAYBE.

3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
TUCKED IN.


4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
no?

5: Do you like to use post-it notes?
Yeah :D

6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
Not reals

7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
Bear. Rather die than suffer

8: Do you have freckles?
Nope

9: Do you always smile for pictures?
Nah

10: What is your biggest pet peeve?
Dishonesty.

11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
No.

12: Have you ever peed in the woods?
NO!!

13: What about pooped in the woods?
AND NO??

14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Occasionally (:

15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?
Used to

16: How many people have you slept with this week?
1 = Myself. haha i'm so cute.

17: What size is your bed?
Super single. weird question

18: What is your Song of the week?
Taylor Swift - Safe and sound

19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
wts?? DUH???

20: Do you still watch cartoons?
OF COURSE OMG P&F <3<3

21: Whats your least favorite movie?
TWILIGHT.UGH

22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
Secret.

23: What do you drink with dinner?
Water

24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
SWEET AND SOUR

25: What is your favorite food?
Apple

26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Easy A
Tangled
Harry Potter and Philosopher's stone
HSM the first one <3 <3

27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?
Can't remember. honestly!

28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
nope

29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
no. nothing to show anyway

30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
NTHM Bday!

31: Can you change the oil on a car?
nopeee.

32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no

33: Ever ran out of gas?
no

34: Favorite kind of sandwich?
Chicken Floss Cheese!

35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?
STRAWBERRY SPECIAL K WITH STRAWBERRY MILK <3

36: What is your usual bedtime?
11PM - 11.30PM

37: Are you lazy?
very

38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
never ever

39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?
?? mouse?

40: How many languages can you speak?
English, Chinese, Tumblr

41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Reader;s Digest

42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Lego ftw!

43: Are you stubborn?
apparentlyyy

44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman?


45: Ever watch soap operas?
nope

46: Are you afraid of heights?
used to be

47: Do you sing in the car?
yup

48: Do you sing in the shower?
yup

49: Do you dance in the car?
MAYBE.

50: Ever used a gun?
the rubber band one HAHA

51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Sec1/ 13 years

52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
no??

53: Is Christmas stressful?
WHY.

54: Ever eat a pierogi?
.

55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
Strawberry ^^

56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Teacher
Florist

57: Do you believe in ghosts?
yuppp

58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yep

59: Take a vitamin daily?
Yup

60: Wear slippers?
nooooooo

61: Wear a bath robe?
.

62: What do you wear to bed?
FBTs and shirt

63: First concert?


64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Wal-Mart!

65: Nike or Adidas?


66: Cheetos Or Fritos?
never before.

67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Neither. FATS.

68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
Yup!

69: Ever take dance lessons?
haha I WISH

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
social work as well? IDK.

71: Can you curl your tongue?
yeah! flower also :D

72: Ever won a spelling bee?
never before

73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
nope

74: Own any record albums?
Yeah :DD

75: Own a record player?
Used to.

76: Regularly burn incense?
nope.

77: Ever been in love?
I love my friends ^^

78: Who would you like to see in concert?



79: What was the last concert you saw?


80: Hot tea or cold tea?
hot

81: Tea or coffee?
Tea

82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?
SUGARRR

83: Can you swim well?
okok

84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
-.-

85: Are you patient?
depends

86: DJ or band, at a wedding?
dk.

87: Ever won a contest?
nope

88: Ever have plastic surgery?
nope. but i really want one

89: Which are better black or green olives?
OLIVES TASTE WEIRD

90: Can you knit or crochet?
I can knit! Shocker? XD

91: Best room for a fireplace?
Toilet

92: Do you want to get married?
Don't know.

93: If married, how long have you been married?
nope

94: Who was your HS crush?
---

95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
When I was REALLY puny.

96: Do you have kids?
nope

97: Do you want kids?
of course!

98: Whats your favorite color?
RAINBOWWWW or pink

99: Do you miss anyone right now?
nope

TODAY WAS.

crap. ran Akira and came in 18. and I COULD HAVE DIED.

hahaha i love that song. haiz.

i should have, like, stopped, and come in 25 or something so I wont have to be in school team but then I'd prolly kill myself over it because that would equal NOT GOING ALL OUT



but i was only slow cause of sickness. SIAN FOR LIFE.
AND I WASN'T WEARING MY COOL YELLOW SHOES.


Pretty right? I love it so much.
so i was really really sad.

here is a picture of the sky


AND THG. WATCHING WITH LIZ AND CARINA AND RACHEL EXCITED.

Meet me halfway