I wake up to your sunset

Airports make me unbelievably happy

Anyway, some ASG pics!











Ying Ge, Bev, Dayna and me. i took it off fb so yeah HHAHA

trust. don't

ASG rehearsal today
quite fun :D

camwhored a hell lot with Dayna, Bev and Ying Ge HAHA SO FUN


hm. the makeup part was nice too :D

and i got my eyebrows done. not much diff.

got
a M.A.C lipstick from mummy <3
along with quite a few other make up stuff


crazy materialistic girl

i'm gonna die ALONE
but not that i really mind

actually i do
but.
like,

so what?
happiness should NEVER.

EVER
depend on guy. EVER.

Right next to you

they are back.
but not so bad

its like slowly,
the feeling

if everyone were to ignore me
i really wont care

i just want to lie down somewhere
sleep
and never wake up.

then i think
this are the wrong thoughts

so i spend money like mad
act like a freaking bitch
and it feels terrible

i dont know
the useless feeling

if the world were to end
or a car were to knock me down

i seriously dont care anymore.

ElePhantastic Pink

I'm officially in love with OPI.

I also officially disgust myself

I SPENT $55 ON OPI.
5 of em.

SO HAPPPYYYPYPYP

and $30+ on some huge eyeshadow palette

wtf
Like a major shopaholic
but it is so funn

im so gonna regret this later

cause,
1. it is not my money
2. it's over-the-top vain
3. people are STARVING and you are splurging $80 on beauty products???
4. same goes with your freaking $170 shoes

THAT YOU ONLY WORE ONCE

wth.
and i'm gonna buy brushes later. or tmr
cause i just realise i lent someone my brushes the other time

AND I CAN'T FIND IT NOW

its gonna be $50 for the stuff.
cause im getting a new eyeliner
(FINALLY)
a stippling brush
(FINALLY)
Liquid concealer
(YAY)

and other stuff which i will probably be happy over but regret later

actually i'm getting them for the make up thing for ASG cause
i'm low on supplies

AND I FEEL LIKE DOING EVERYBODY'S MAKE UP
yeah(: so

goodbye

History of the heavens

BEFORE we start

Yesss I know, I should just, seriously, PLEASE,for gosh sake,

MOVE THE HELL ALONG

It's so damn hard
It used to be easy

I guess cause. you know
this is gonna be cliche but

I had a wall up. kinda.
then he convinced me to take it down
AND POOF. the end.

im tryna start again like the last time

YES I KNOW

Love like you have never been hurt

but I don't wanna love just because i'm lonely,
it's a stupid reason

Love cause you want to.

and anyway, I promised my mum that I will still single after O's is over
so yeah.
screw you feelings








HAHA i like, deleted, 400+ people on fb
but somehow cannot delete what i really want

you know its like
ah whatever.

so, the people remaining are:
- classmates: past present etc.
- Ward46A (:
- family
- close friends
- some track people
- people linked to my happy memories HAHA its like, reminder.
and yeah thats about it i guess

I WASTED AN HOUR WTF.
stupid lit not even done yet
i will stop procrastinating

Flying without wings

This.

Paradoxal

Paradoxes scare the hell out of me. go google it

so i'm doin lit now
boring. ttm.
and listening to childhood songs:
Westlife
Dan & John Ford Coley
Ronan Keating HOT
ABBA

and others like
Judas, Wake me up when September ends, Over you

happy times yeah? tsk

work to complete. goodbye

Carry on

yeah i know the layout is messy SORRY!



My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone









Sometimes I think I'm out to torture myself
Actually we all are, aren't we?

Immersing ourselves in fairy tales that will never happen

yeah reading, it's... distracting :D

I just finished North of Beautiful

Basically she comes from a dysfunctional family and she is born with a port wine stain.
A red mark across her cheek

And she falls in love with this goth Chinese-American guy
even though she has some super hot bf that just likes her for her body

and a lot of other stuff

happy ending. yay


now readin lipstick apology

actually right, I realise that I'm taking my own sweet time going through my books these days XD

CAUSE I DON'T WANT THEM TO END

anyway went to my grandparents' house to stay and
I FOUND THESE
AND LOOK AT THE PRICE

BUBBLES. GOSH

and


hahaha HAPPY! I swear, it was $0.70
OMGWTFBBQ!
that is so nostalgic.


Tryna touch nose

SHATTER NAILS.


ok bai

If I catch a lightning

BOUGHT THE SHATTER NAIL POLISH. (Y)

went bp and played T&D with a few people tday

GOD. i NEVER wanna play hardcore T&D
maybe if i'm drunk and have totally lost all common sense but

you get the point

and i'm totally in love with Farley's Rusk
5 stars

refer to charlieissocoollike 'Baby Food'

the end. no pics today yay :D

Rumple's Wiggin'

Yeah OPI again(:





























I like that pic^

and yes, I'm disgusted with myself too.
who the hell camwhores so much??

-raises hand-

oh i kinda want M.A.C's Candy Yum-Yum lipstick
(it's bubblegum pink!) its $28

and a new liquid eyeliner
and. I NEED A NEW LIQUID EYELINER

Sheen? or.. from Etude house? or Maybelline?

andand. EYESHADOW PALETTE. yknw' the hugeee kind

haha! im materialistic, so what

so. I've been watching chrlieissocoollike (http://www.youtube.com/user/charlieissocoollike)

AWESOME.
Brit and a dork.
asdfghjkl

ok bye(:

Truth about forever

LOL. i kinda wanna watch Ladda land.



Once again, I am...
kay gifs usually signify my extreme boredom

Yeah so that cute bear is Cream
heehe^^

I need him when I'm sad. to remind me of sadder times


make sense doesn't it? after all I got him in the hospital(:

We called him the magic bear!
Cause whenever one of us started crying (for many many different reasons)

He would be hugged
and. well. it was comforting (:

as comforting as holding a boy's hand in a way

yeah true i'm kinda not over the break

but hey it takes time

not like i didn't prepare.
Usually, it's these kind of times that I tell myself

DONT TRUST WHAT A GUY SAYS. EVER

"I will love you forever"
"No, this is not an infatuation"
"I never felt this way with any other girl before"
"When we get married..."
"No, you are the most beautiful girl to me"

lies.

but then.
it's so easy to believe it all

so damn easy
because of all the happy endings that have been fabricated away from reality

so I don't listen to my own brilliant advice

and the cycle repeats! shocker? yeah i think so too.


Haiz

OH once someone told me

everytime you sigh, an angel dies

how true it is, i don't know

WELL. if it is, i think I kill 10 million le


its frustrating ok?
the nagging thought
'what the hell did I screw up?'
'it was because.....'
'I will never be good enough for anyone'

im gonna die single ahahahaha TT

psh. end of retarded post.
Cream waves byebye

A chance at sunshine.

once again, i'm bored.

went Kino today

book worm huh? ^^
but what can I say, reading makes me happy :D

Shoes make me happy too
So I'm superficial, who gives a damn?



Sarah Dessen
Got another one of her books


What happened to goodbye







AND I GO CLOAKED. yeah its nice(: love Alex Flinn!





Others (Left to right) - Lipstick Apology
- North of beautiful
- Bad girls don't die