studying. ish

SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING 4 days and it will be overrrrrrr

but no. here i am tumblin, blogging and readin HP

GREAT JOB
k shall blog again later when alone.. to talk about the previous post! what else

oh well.









k im back.
so the guy that...

actually i think.
he got scared off once i told him my stories.

its always the same isnt it

they become all careful around you
and nothing will be the same ever again

that was last... SOMEDAY.

i really should have kept my mouth shut

cause. what kind of guy wants a damaged girl?

since then... he hasn't talked to me. even if he did

its only a bit

he is definitely scared off

sad. im not gonna tell anyone anymore things

or maybe i should.

idk. this is stupid

cause he no longer thinks im the happy girl who is all confident and pretty. no

because

depression doesn't go with happiness

neither does self-mutilation associates itself with confidence

and if your beauty came about from an eating disorder.

then that is just plain repulsive. because it means that in the past, you were damn ugly so once you recover, it wont be the same

sad isn't it, the truth?

deep down. everyone is freaked on way or another.

because its not normal

what is normal?
stupid stereotypes.

oh and fyi, i'm not pmsing. that time of the month has past a long while ago XD

yeah. these are the times where i wished that guys could just go on tumblr
and see what makes a girl happy.

or that your soul mate comes soon.

yeah. wistful thinking much