STUPID.

Watching Seohwa's WGM makes me feel so.

yeah.
why can't I be as pretty as her or something without makeup.

or just cat eyes. tsky I'm too superficial.
but it's hard to be the ugliest among your friends ok.
that's why i'm the only one using those stuff

Jo told me i was naturally pretty which was really sweet of her
BUT its just to make me not be retarded like i am now

I've stopped tumbling for really long. it's demoralizing to look at all the VS angels.
I'd seriously kill to be in their shoes haha.

stop. i must be grateful for my life
thankful that I wasn't born as a Jew in Hitler's time,
a starving child in Africa
or as that insignificant ant running on the table
or a cockroach that everyone hates.
Or as a stalk of mobile grass
or a monkey used for tests
or with a abusive/broken/screwed up family
or without sight or sound
or in a warzone

you get my point.