So went to ACS carnival today. it was realllyyy boring. no offense. met quite a lot of people like Gabbie and Tim. AND NATALIE NEH COME
it was boring cause no haunted house D:
anyway. main point. Saw Rafi but I didn't say hi haha.
then I texted the retard who pang sey-ed me and she was all ;)
DIGRESSING.
I wanted to say hi okay! cause I'm freaking sociable and nice :D
nah. I was scared of his reaction.
SO I CHICKENED.
I can't explain why I was scared. wait not scared. more like worried.
worried that he might be all hate-y and all and
ON THE OTHER HAND. it might not have been him. but I'm 80% sure
then again he wouldn't have recognized me.
HOLD IT. It's not that I like him or anything. saying hi would bring up memories I really really don't wanna think about. yeah that was why I freaked
let's say it WAS him.
cause I saw him and he saw me blah blah but don't have the look of recognition y'knw?
It was the kind of 'oh, stranger' look where your eyes blank out and flick elsewhere cause you don't wanna be thought of as a freako who keeps staring.
Seeing him actually isn't really the main point of this post.
It was my official day of reflection HAHA
as in
He didn't recognize me. prolly cause I changed. a hell lot.
at my skinniest, I looked like this.
when I was friends with them I was seriously struggling to maintain that weight and shape. was totally freaking about even hitting 45kg
no i'm just like heck. As of now, I'm 48-49kg around there
and I grew by 1 cm :D
my fringe is no longer covering my face cause it's damn annoying
there the tall one :D
haiyo. i shall continue tmrz bye
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