Memories

Guys. I LITERALLY scrolled all the way back to 14 April 2011. and i read everything

10 March 2012 - Downhill
27 May 2012 - Best day of relapse
17 June 2012 - Went crazy
4 July 2012 - Had 410 calories
26 Sep 2012 - World has been normal for a while
10 Dec 2012 - Worst day of recovery (can't imagine doing that/exploding again)

and then the 2011 stuff were trival-whiny-obssesedgirl shit

and 2013 has been, so far, positive stuff.
and kpop rubbish
HAHA OR SO YOU SEE

there was this period of time, before comp, when I broke again
but this time it was binge eating
I think i purged 3 times in total during that whole period
but i'm fine now

52.5kg ish? idk idw to know
i need to regulate my eating though. it has been fluctuating

but yeah. I've really changed alot. like. ALOT.
i wanna reversed time and stab the 15 year old me actually

such a superficial bitch

but wow. really. i forgot who i was perviously. woah. ok.  i prefer the positive jay (: