Truth about forever

LOL. i kinda wanna watch Ladda land.



Once again, I am...
kay gifs usually signify my extreme boredom

Yeah so that cute bear is Cream
heehe^^

I need him when I'm sad. to remind me of sadder times


make sense doesn't it? after all I got him in the hospital(:

We called him the magic bear!
Cause whenever one of us started crying (for many many different reasons)

He would be hugged
and. well. it was comforting (:

as comforting as holding a boy's hand in a way

yeah true i'm kinda not over the break

but hey it takes time

not like i didn't prepare.
Usually, it's these kind of times that I tell myself

DONT TRUST WHAT A GUY SAYS. EVER

"I will love you forever"
"No, this is not an infatuation"
"I never felt this way with any other girl before"
"When we get married..."
"No, you are the most beautiful girl to me"

lies.

but then.
it's so easy to believe it all

so damn easy
because of all the happy endings that have been fabricated away from reality

so I don't listen to my own brilliant advice

and the cycle repeats! shocker? yeah i think so too.


Haiz

OH once someone told me

everytime you sigh, an angel dies

how true it is, i don't know

WELL. if it is, i think I kill 10 million le


its frustrating ok?
the nagging thought
'what the hell did I screw up?'
'it was because.....'
'I will never be good enough for anyone'

im gonna die single ahahahaha TT

psh. end of retarded post.
Cream waves byebye