i'm going to fall into the blackhole of fandoms.
SuJu's blackhole took me a year to claw my way out of.
this will be a diluted version of the extensive stuff I've discussed with my sis
Basically, everything is a fluke
Fans who
1. claim to "know" the idol
2. call them their "oppa"
3. believe that one day they'll meet and fall in love
4. aspire to be the idol's ideal girl/guy
5. call them by their real names
6. say that he/she "belongs" to
IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF ME
1 & 2
you don't know them. they've been so edited in real life.
in fact, what we are seeing is what the company wants us to see
that's why they are so "perfect"
they are basically acting the whole time.
That's one the reasons I stopped standing SuJu
because they looked so sad when they aren't trying.
Went to SuperShow. it's even more obvious when you see the, in person
GLAMOURISING CHILD LABOUR. cause they basically give up their lives since young to be stalked by people
wow i feel so protesty
to me, signing a kpop contract is basically telling the whole world
"HEY FEEL FREE TO STALK ME. I'M HERE GUYS DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH ME WITH YOUR IMAGINATION. REALLY, I'M FINE."
how would it feel like if you met a person who knew your weight, height, childhood stories and has millions of your pictures? oh AND REMEMBERS WHAT YOU'VE SAID AND ATE AND WHERE YOU WENT TO 4 YEARS AGO.
you'd probably file a police report
but they can't do that. and it's not just 1. it's hundreds of thousands
3 & 4
hi. you don't even speak their language. and they have no idea you exist.
and once again, the person you like is what the company wants you to see
5 & 6
AND they don't belong to you wtf??
they freaking belong to themselves and their parents
AND THEY DON'T KNOW YOU EXIST
and they have stage names for a reason. if not, might as well use their real names.
personally, i think fans have absolutely no right to use the idol's real name unless their stage name is their real name (Kim Jong Kook :D)
ok it's just a rant.
i have ulterior motive for standing TeenTop:
TO AVOID BEING INFATUATED. in real life haha
I had enough of guys to last me my life time. honest.
i know Kpop is fake. who doesn't? but at least i can have a distraction.
the delusion of perfect guys
SO DON'T JUDGE ME
it's better than real life drama because I will never know them irl.
real life sucks haha. that's why i'm willing to fall into the blackhole
I can feel you judging me as you read -.-
AH WELL. my life guys
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