Breakdown

I seriously feel like crying now. really really. i need to die

like wtf right out of the blue

firstly, i'm not pmsing cause it comes around 25th plus etc

its
because i can't find my chinese compo which i worked so hard on so now i have to do it again.
then english has 2 comprehension and 4 bloody pictures to write on

f&n o level question is coming on monday

I HAVE 6 LIT PAPERS TO COMPLETE

and the chinese compo nvcjfvjker

then there is a chinese test next wed which counts
and then a small bio quiz on sexual repro which i dont freaking understand

and competition is coming

omg i wanna die right now
haven't felt this way in forever

just wanna lock the door lie on my bed
sleep and never wake up

maybe if i find my chinese compo i;ll be better

but i think i accidentally threw it away or something

fing hell.
im just going to do english and prolly screw that up

cause im supposed to do chinese first is my plan
so it feels off to do english now

bloody hell i hate having writers block

i think im going to fucking flung olevels and go work at some hawker centre.


damn. stress to the max
competition. hate my life la

can the world freaking end

i need my chinese compo dammit.

going to flung my Os. its not supposed to be this way

fucking unprepared

everyday i look at the clock and its 8pm suddenly.
schol also passes really really quickly. im damn bloody scared

howhowhowhowhowhow. this is so illogical.

time is going to fast
why is everybody still so relaxed.
STUPID COMPO.

I dont want anything anymore