Daydreams

New bedroom! with pretty lights along the window, almost like tumblr <3

anyway ran 13k today

COOL RIGHT.

actually i ran 2.5k in the morning, another 2.5k with the cohort
then 8k at MacRitchie

taking about a half min break to drink water after 4k

THE ROAD IS FREAKING HORRIBLE CAN.

but i'm happy cause I didn't think of stopping haha
until the end of the first 4k haiyo

but then it was not bad :D

I think i could've ran faster? but 8k can. tell me how to go fast.

but Ms Lim said this was mentality training

Like, one of the perks of learning how to battle your mental demons is also learning how to believe in yourself. kinda

Whenever I feel like giving up, I've learnt to talk myself out of it.

You know the usual: childhood songs, prayers, NEW YEAR :D the future.

then everything becomes so insignificant. like it won't last forever so why give up?

this works 100% for running. but for the fat thinking, only occasionally

counting during running works to. every 4 steps 1 breath. and then finding a beat to the steps and matching random songs to it. IT WORKS. don't think about running that much and no stress

ANYWAY
comp on sat! i dont know how long but im exciteddddd

i promise to go all out.maybe

I might be dropping bio