Chances are

I'm 50kg now. gross or disgusting. but no. i'm not going to kill myself.

carbo over load

but there is competition to look forward to(:

hate it but love it. competition I mean. because on the race track, you only think about running. that's all.

no school problems, body image issues, other stuff. you just think of running and finishing. and the adrenaline rush is amazing. especially at the finishing line.

just realised that. when I'm running, no matter how slow, fast, long or short, never EVER am I thinking. God I'm freaking 50kg so fat diet plan nowwwww. not even in sec2 that time. its running. fun.

I know i said I wanna quit track after secondary school. but. how do you live without running?

conflict. cause the stress can kill the whole world.

ok end.