Catching snowflakes

I saw LC today

for 2 secs

I was with my mummy

then we were walking to the mrt at dhoby

then we were going down and the came up with this girl and

my heart LITERALLY STOPPED

first thought: I bet that's Germaine Gan
HAHAHA

2nd : wtf? why are you being sad?

3rd : omg of all places and times.

4th : I don't think he saw me

5th : GET OVER IT.

then i texted a few people

'I just saw him'

yeah.

yesyes i know i sound like those clingy bitches who can't let go.

but i assure you, I am SO NOT.

hmm. actually earlier in the day when I was walking to Plaza Sing, I was thinking
There is so many people in Singapore
I wonder if i will ever meet him on the street?

cause I saw this guy in ACS rugby jersey at J8

then just now.


they weren't holding hands. but I rather they did
cause then it will be so much easier to move along!

But Zin Nam says I'm being too harsh on me-self.
HAHA SPEAKING OF ZN

today at Cat High we passed this guy and he called him Nam Nam

HAHAHA SO CUTEZ THE NAME. its like nomnom

okayy i'm going crazy.
Today was an hectic day okay? so many things happened

1. Sports day. Red house won. I WAS YIYI FOR PRIZE TAKING XD

2. went to cat high carnival and the haunted house was bloody boring

3. saw him

4. collected my OPIs! THANKS :D

5. MY MUM FREAKING SAID I COULD GO BACK TO TRACK OMFGWTFBBQ SO HAPPY GOSHGOSHGOSH.

ok i shall elaborate next time but now since we are on number 3.'

i saw him and sms-ed a few people

and Jo straight away replied telling me to not let him bring me down cause its not worth it. and be glad that I saw them together AFTER the relationship and not during.

(Y) that's why I love her :D

oh and 6. I am no longer talking to 2 people because
.... lets just say i hate the fucking idea of love
screw teenage feelings. messing up friendships and causing heartbreak

Imagine your soul mate is out there

but you must be at

THE RIGHT PLACE

AND THE RIGHT TIME

to meet him/her

it sounds so possible right?

but think. what were the chances of me seeing lc today?
in the whole of spore and mrt

and spore is one puny dot

if i had not called my mum to come meet me
if we had stayed a tad longer in the toilet or in the restaurant

if we had walked slower or missed the train or got distracted and started shopping

if we decided to take the circle line home (mama wanted to sit)

if i had not agreed to meet up with the OPI lady

if

there are so many possibilities, and this is someone i want to FORGET

how about someone we are all looking for?

it's impossible

so very impossible.