Spectrum of heartbreaks

growing fat.






HAHA. anyway, nat, nat, sq and liz popped by today
actually at first Qing and Lizzy only than after i bathed, nat was here!

thenn ms tan left and i went to drag tzw over and she finished my logans TT

watched hp7 part 1!
fave part is the story part <3

yay my hair grows damn fast :D
it's been what, a year?

and. that's what you always say
to everyone

I guess, i am/was the second option right?

shh i can't tell you guys who im talking about sorry ><
but never mention before de XD

anyway, to answer my friend's question from days back:
yup, i've definitely moved on, a long long time ago actually (:
cause i didn't really have that much trust from the start i guess?

and in any case it's better to doubt ;)

So yup! oh and ily too jo!^^


yeah or maybe! my theory is
I'm back in trackkkk XD

like, i know
its not supposed to matter so much
just a CCA

but hello, all my best-est of friends were made because i went into track
so i guess, when i left, all i tried doing was to fill the gap

its terrible to leave
i know you guys say it is so annoying and demoralizing and tiring
you really wouldn't mind poning for a whole year

thats what i did isn't it. and its not... worth it
i mean, at first, of course super lax

cause no more pressure and all

again this comes back to the logic

you never know what you'll miss till its gone

extreme case:

you know, how some people nearly died but didn't then they start to live life to the freaking fullest?

I shouldn't be alive
I'm alive

a few of the shows (:

somehow, we never really understands what it means to live life to the fullest.

same case with missing something that you dont know if you will

it's kinda complicated?
but it is not worth it

i appreciate the break because it has taught me how much running meant to me

its just. irreplaceable.

so don't ever give up kay? anyway 1 year plus left only
giving up halfway should never be an option
cause it only shows how weak you really really are

and it takes 5 times the effort to catch up again

just hang on

we are almost at the end (: