Here. this is best way for you guys to understand.
Healthy weight and underweight
1 stare at the gif for a few minutes.
REALLY stare. her legs, her rib cage, hipbones, shoulder blades.
now.
tell me that the healthy weight looks skinny.
not anymore right?
that is what we see in the mirror.
no difference. none at all. nothing has changed.
everything is still fats.
im not saying the underweight version is prettier.
but there is a certain allure. is there not.
anyway, oddly enough, i hate feeling hungry and dizzy
sure i like it sometimes. but it scares me as well
just went downstairs to grab a bun to munch
no guilt at all.
wayyy past 1000 calories today
but the last i weighed. 44.1
i should probably stop.
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