i get triggered. by i have no idea what
then i eat
and eat
and eat
and eat
then i get upset from eating so much.
and i do not want to shred my throat or body anymore
so i get really really upset
then i eat and eat
then i get more upset
and i eat more. wanna know what i ate in an hour?

ramen 260
egg white 20
1 huge plain bun 150
4 slices of white bread 400
1 kaya bun 213
hello panda 90
5 digestive biscuits 324
1 char siew pao ???
1 rou pao ???
34 grapes 113
1 apple 73


that's my spiral. right there
i was 42.9 this morning
im 44.4 now
can.t even.

now i want to eat more
just cause i feel terrible.
my stomach feels like it is going to fucking explode im serious. have you ever felt so full before?
i cant even walk without being in pain its that painful

1.5kg

i hate me