PLEASE

please please please make everything go away please PLEASE
my head is killing me. 43.7
ate so much
i cant believe im admitting this but

i need help. please please help me. i need help
i want to weigh 40kg but i cant pleas i cant do this anymore
i cant please please just stop everything


i hit 42.2 this morning and i freaked out
ate so much
4 packs of oreo, 2 hokkaido biscuits, ben and jerry ice cream, 4 apples, 1 slice of bread
so now im 43.7
i cant take this anymore

please guys pleasepleaseplease help me.
something. please please i cant take this anymore.

please please just kill me
i cant. too much guilt and i cant go to the toilet
im sick of this. all of it. please. helphelp i cant. please


please please PLEASE i cant continue this way. you dont know how much it takes just to admit you need help. but i dont want it also.

just kill me.

so bloody close and i had to go ruin it. please please help me i cant take the voices anymore its killing me. everyday i hate it i want my life back

pleasepleaseplease
let it end